This is what we did last night.
After court was finished.
We went out on a pontoon.
It was a long day.
So many people wait for a day when the papers are signed and adoption can begin.
Our wait is over.
Termination of Parental Rights.
Kinda sad.
Really happy.
For us.
Now in my free time I will be contacting a lawyer.
Filling out papers.
Cleaning the house.
Taking Calan to school.
Cooking.
Trying to stay in contact with friends.
(I'm getting pretty crappy at that.)
Changing diapers.
Crafting.
Checking email.
Taking pictures.
Cutting 60 tiny little finger & toe nails.
Feeding pets.
Reading my bible.
Reading my bible.
Writing out bills.
Dealing with therapists.
Answering my phone.
Waiting for a chrysalis in a jar to become a butterfly.
Making appointments.
Keeping appointments.
And then having a baby.
I am still going to be the best wife I can possibly be to my husband.
I'm going to try and be as patient to my children as I can.
And we will be adopting Camille.
Forever she will be ours.
Her name will change.
And she will be ours.
Forever.