Friday, December 21, 2012

Public Crying

It almost happened last night.
One therapy appointment was cancelled this week.
Great!
One less thing to worry about.
By the end of today I will have had FIFTEEN "appointments" in three days.
I'm considering anything that I have to -be there on time- an appointment.
Therapy for Camille and Cody. Both have more than two therapists.
Doctors.  Christmas program at school.  That sort of thing.
FIFTEEN. I've never been a hit the snooze button kinda girl.
I get up and shower so that I can cross that task off of my list.
The last two days I have debated even taking a shower at all.
I have taken a shower but only after snooze has been hit 3 or 4 times.
I've been having to feed Cora from a bottle because I haven't been in
a position to nurse her during the day.
Calan's VERY FIRST school performance was last night.
We all attend. Including my camera.
Case wouldn't sit still so Codes takes him into the hallway.
Camille finds it necessary to join in the play.
So somehow someone somewhere dresses her as an angel.
I'm now rocking Cora because she starts crying as soon as Calan comes out
dressed as a sheep.
I'm holding the diaper bag and trying to see
so that I can get a great pic of Sweet.

Ok...got all that pictured?
Well not me.



I get this pic of Camille and then my camera which hasn't been charged
since the beginning of November dies.
As in won't even turn on.
I take out the battery and by some chance I am able to take one more picture.
Here it is.



The only picture of my first born at his first school performance.
He's not looking.
His costume isn't even on.
I held it together and we got out of there.
No public crying for me.
I'm just so tired.